Hey hi hello! Would you be up for some headcanons for Amajiki with a normally outgoing, but also touch-starved Fem S/O who wants to initiate physical affection but worries about coming off as too clingy/bothersome? Thank you so much and I hope you’re having a wonderful day! 😁😁😁

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– You just want to be near Tamaki, want some form of  loving contact so much that it hurts, but you’re worried. You’re don’t want to be that girlfriend, the one that’s constantly clinging to their boyfriend or make him uncomfortable. Tamaki doesn’t like a lot of physical contact, and you can’t be selfish. That’s what you tell yourself as you fake a smile and continue talking to Nejire, Tamaki centimeters away from you.

– Poor Tamaki doesn’t understand why you’re avoiding contact, he swears that you enjoy it when he pulls you into a hug or holds your hand, but you always pull away too early. Or when you do initiate contact you immediately seem to freeze and then are pulling away with a conflicted reluctance. It makes him feel a bit insecure, especially with how outgoing and touchy you are with your friends.

– He sees you casually leaning against one of your girl friends, holding hands, laying a hand on Mirio’s shoulder and wonders why you can’t be like that with him. Did he do something to make you think that he didn’t want you to touch him? Yeah he likes some space, but you’re you, you’re his girlfriend and he cares about you. Was he being selfish? Did you even like him?

– When this whole thing has been going on too long and both of you are touch starved and insecure about your relationship mirio begins to notice. How could he not when his best friend is this down in the dumps. So he confronts Tamaki about it, who tries to ignore it, but Mirio knows Tamaki and eventually the black haired teen spills everything extremely reluctantly. Mirio basically just tells Tamaki to talk to you about it, but how can he talk about it with you? What if you don’t think anything’s weird, or if you think that he’s weird. It’s just too scary.

– Tamaki does end up talking to you, but he isn’t the one to begin the conversation. You eventually begin to notice how that your boyfriend is acting different and seems more reserved than normal. So you ask him if he’s okay after school one day, he probably doesn’t respond, and you just sigh, waiting for him to be comfortable with telling you. You really want to hug him or hold his hand right now, and you give in to the need, placing you hand over his. He looks down at it and that’s when he responds in a quiet voice,  “Why don’t you do that more often.”

– Now that everything’s out in the open, you’re apologizing profusely, with your arms squeezing Tamaki in a hug. He wraps his arms around you in a lighter embrace, forehead resting on your shoulder as he listens to you ramble about how you didn’t want to be clingy or overbearing or annoying or some many other things. Tamaki mumbles a response regarding his own insecurities, and you laugh, squeezing him tighter. You’re crying now, saying how stupid both of you were when Tamaki partially releases himself from your grip to look at your face and press a light kiss to one of the tears on your face. You laugh again, relieved that this whole mess is over with before littering your own small kisses over Tamaki’s, now very red, face.

– There are still times where you think you might feel a like you’re being too clingy or annoying Tamaki, however you’re getting pretty good at it now. Tamaki can tell by now when you’re feeling this way and tries to make you not feel like that, sometimes swallowing his shyness to do so, although that’s really hard for him and doesn’t happen all that much.

Hope you’re having a wonderful day too anon, and if you aren’t that it gets better! {Keep in mind I don’t look after these after I write them}