Summary: Bucky overhears that he doesn’t deserve the girl he loves and he agrees.
Pairing: bucky x reader
Warnings: language, slightly angsty, a little nsfw but not really. let’s call it sfw and 16+ djkhfg
A/N: i can’t find the dress i originally wanted for this fic, so just imagine this one in a light purple and as a crop top and a skirt type dress OK THANKS. DRESS / PLUS SIZE VERSION OF DRESS
A small part of him wanted to laugh— ironically, of course.
It felt like something out of those low budget soaps he’d catch Sam watching from time to time, something out of those highly dramatized films Steve would drag him to in the thirties— anything which seemed like an inaccurate depiction of human behavior.
As if something he’d scoff at with a roll of his eyes, something he’d comment on in a volume low enough for only you to hear— anything that would make you laugh quietly and pinch his skin softly.
Majority of him, however, was overwhelmed with the tightness of his throat, the stinging behind his eyes, the stuttering beneath his ribs. It made him clutch his drink harder, slam it against the bar with more force, cracks spidering up the glass to where metal digits gripped with an angry mechanical whir.
“When I’m with you…I don’t feel different. I feel like, for once, I’m not being judged.” from @writers-are-writers
A/N: I’m on a roll!
Right from the start, Bucky never felt like he belonged with the rest of the Avengers. Sure, they’ve all had their tragic pasts, but he believed his was the worst of them all. He was part of the group that they were made to destroy. He’s killed many people. Some bad. Some good. Bucky Barnes didn’t see himself as a good person.
But you did.
You watched from afar at first, observing Bucky. You noted his mannerisms, each little tick. All from his body language, you could tell he was insecure. He always looked like he wanted the Earth to open up and swallow him whole.
You wanted to change that.
You started off small: giving him small smiles and greeting him every morning. Once he started to respond back with his own small smiles and greetings, you moved to the next step: light conversation. You’d ask him about the weather or how his day’s been going. At first, it was just a few words or a couple of sentences. Eventually, they were full fledged responses like, “My day’s been kind of bland, but I saw a cute dog. So that was neat.” that exact response made your heart soar.
You then started to open yourself to him. Just letting him get to know a few things about you like about your family or your favorite past times. It was one night where you unexpectedly found him sitting in a lounge chair on the compound’s rooftop that he opened up to you. You were going to leave him alone, he looked so peaceful, but he insisted you stayed.
You sat beside him and gazed upon the night sky. That’s when he spoke up, “When I’m with you…I don’t feel different. I feel like, for once, I’m not being judged. I always feel like everyone else is walking on eggshells around me. They see me as fragile or afraid that I’ll snap back into the monster they know. Everyone sees me as either a monster or a fragile vase. But not you.”
“First off, they don’t think of you as fragile or dangerous. They just don’t know how to handle the situation. Plus, you don’t ooze any approachable vibes at all, buddy.”
Bucky chuckled and stared down into his lap, “I guess you’re right.”
“Of course I am! I’m always right!” you said jokingly.
Bucky looked up at you with so much softness and fondness, “I’m really grateful for what you’ve been doing, Y/N. It means a lot to me.”
“You’ve gotten a second chance at life, Bucky. I’m just trying to make it as enjoyable as possible.”
Bucky then gulped, “Would you like to, uh, go out for some coffee? With me? Sometime?”
“Yeah, tomorrow morning? After your run?”
“Sure. Sounds good.”
“Great!” you kissed him on the cheek and stood up from the lounge chair, “Well, I’m gonna head to bed. Good night, Bucky. Don’t stay up too late.”
He nodded, “Alright. Good night, doll. Sweet dreams.” Bucky waited until he heard the door open and then close. He gave out a sigh of relief and mentally patted himself on the back.
AN: Gif I used doesn’t belong to me, I found it on Google. I apologize
if there are some grammar mistakes or something like that. Thank you guys for
reading this (your opinion is always welcome!). Requests for headcanons are open so feel free to request
what you want. Enjoy!!!
– First of all Bucky needed a lot of time to get
used to an idea to be in a relationship, mostly because he didn’t dated anyone
for a very long time and relationship nowadays still confuse him. However the
great love he feels towards you made him realize it’s worth trying.
– Since he started his relationship with you he
begun to pay more attention to his appearance because he wanted to be perfect
match for you.
– Bucky is type of a person who will show how much
he loves you anytime and anywhere so it’s very normal when he kisses you in the
middle of the store, in the park while you both are running, breathless and
covered in sweat or in the middle of conversation.
– The list of cute nicknames Bucky has for you is
really long and he uses them very often to see you blush and smile because he
just really likes to see you happy.
– Sometimes he is very uncomfortable because of
his metal arm especially when he is cuddling with you so in that times you have
to reassure him that you don’t mind it and that you really like it especially
when it’s hot outside which made him smile finally.
– When you don’t feel well Bucky would try to stay
as calm as possible and try to make you feel better by preparing you warm
soups, teas and lots of other healthy dishes. He would constantly check up on
you and he would tuck you in at least five blankets just to make you get well
soon.
– Bucky is very protective of you which means one
his glare is enough to stop rude comments or make other man and women get away
from you.
– He really likes amusement parks so you two would
often go there for a date. He would buy you candies and he would make tons
photos of you eating them. Later he would put that photos in the beautiful
frames and keep all your photos beside his bed.
– His favorite thing in the morning is to kiss
your cheek and whisper you gently good morning while cuddling with you. He is
very passionate and he has a habit of giving you tons of kisses on your cheeks,
shoulders, back or alongside of your jaw early in the morning making your day
instantly beautiful. Later while you prepare breakfast he would often tickle
you and hug you from behind just to hear your laugh.
– Holding hands is extremely important to him
because it’s his way to show everyone that you are his and a clear sign for
everyone to stay away from you.
– Making you laugh and seeing you happy is his
priority so he often surprises you with small gifts, sweets and cute poems he
wrote for you.
(AHHHHHHHHHHHH! This is the cutest fluffiest things ever!)
Ok so you guys would definitely be watching tv, having a nice night in just watching movies and relaxing.
The room glows in a calm, blue color, illuminating Bucky’s face. The movie playing in front of you it’s lost your interest, so you turned your attention to Buck. He looked so calm, relaxed, at peace… so pretty.
“Yes, doll?” Buck asked.
“I’m not even doing anything.” You said with a roll of your eyes.
“Exactly, not even watching the movie that you chose.” He chuckled.
“I’m tired of it already.” You whined, causing Bucky to laugh, pulling you closer to him.
You watched the movie for a few minutes, but your attention was soon drawn to Bucky again.
Your fingers glided over his features, the slope of his nose, the tops of his cheek bones, and the line of his scruff. He was so gorgeous.
“What now doll?” Bucky asked.
“Bucky, you’re so pretty.” You smiled brightly.
“Thank you doll.” He smiled softly, les into down to press a collection of pecks against your lips.
Summary: After rescuing a girl from a terrible fire, she insists on rescuing her cat from among the flames. Bucky cannot resist her tear-filled eyes.
Pairing: Firefighter!Bucky x reader
Word Count: 1637
A/N: So um, i promised this a week ago and i’ve finally finished this. Enjoy and tell me what u think!
It was merely two minutes into the distress call that everybody had boarded the truck, pulling on equipment while the driver stepped on the accelerator and sped down the road. The sirens emitted by the truck rang in Bucky’s ears as he pulled on the thick rubber gloves. The scent of smoke still lingered over the gear from all the previous fires they had been used in. Bucky paid it no heed. He was too used to it.
Steve sat opposite to him, already dressed appropriately, pulling and tugging various bags and tanks, getting the equipment ready for use. There was commotion on the deck above where they sat, and he knew his colleagues were moving around to make sure they could jump into action as soon as the truck arrived to its destination.
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