-It’s no surprise that this relationship is rather… quiet
-Near prefers not to speak unless he has to and you just learn to roll with it
-It actually turns out to be kind of nice
-You quickly learn how to tell what the other is thinking just by looking at each other
-You think of it as some kind of super power/bonding experience
-Near does enjoy that he can tell you exactly how he feels just by getting your eyes
-He’s not the best with expressing how he feels, but that was just how he was raised
-But either way you work it out
-Just simple touches can set the cutie on FIRE
-He’s never been one for touching but from you… it’s different
-He soon finds himself to like your touches, even finding himself to be craving your touch
-One day the craving becomes too much
-He simply grabs you by the arm and sits you in his lap, continuing his work like nothing had ever happened and expecting everyone to act accordingly
-You don’t mind this at all
-You even allow him to stroke your hair as you make yourself comfortable in his lap
-You guys find that you both get work done faster this way
-Sitting with your back to his chest, his head resting on top of yours in complete silence as the both of you flip through papers, sending secret messages through a simple touch or glance
-It’s truly an amazing relationship
-He likes to twirl your hair around his finger when he’s thinking
-It happens more often than not when Near’s deep in thought
-He subconsciously grabs for a lock of your hair as you sit in front of him in sort of the same way he grabs at his own hair in the rare occasion you aren’t with him
-You guys are extremely close emotionally and physically
-Sometimes so close that it’s hard for Near to be away from you sometimes
-He tried to push you away at first, not wanting to get you hurt
-But now he accepts the closeness between the two of you and brings you everywhere with him
-Except when he can’t
-Except when it’s absolutely too dangerous and you have to stay behind
-He won’t stay away long though
-He makes an excuse to the rest of the team that he just thinks better when you’re at his side
-In reality he really REALLY misses you
-One particular time, he had been away for almost two whole days and you were fighting not to grab your phone to call him
-Finally when you couldn’t hold off your urge to call him any longer you snatched your phone, already pressing the speed dial
-It only rang once when the door to your shared room was thrown open, revealing a familiar white haired detective
-You practically threw your phone across the room with excitement as you ran to hug your boyfriend
-Near hugged back immediately, whispering quiet apologies in your ear
-”I love you so much… I’m sorry-”
-”It’s okay. I love you too Near.”
-You spent the entire night just holding each other
-Near’s kisses are quite the rare thing to come by
-There either just isn’t not enough time in the day or he simply just forgets about this simple form of affection
-His kisses are soft and lingering, ones that stick with you for what seems like a lifetime
-A kiss from Near is only as a “last resort” or if he thinks he will be gone from you for a long time
-He doesn’t usually innate the kiss, leaving you to make the first move if you feel the need to
-His favorite form of affection is simply holding you close to himself
-Near really cares a lot about you and will try his hardest to keep you safe from any harm that could come your way in result of dating him
-You know he would never hurt you and that he cares
-Though he is a man of few words, you know he cares for you dearly with his entire being
I assumed you wanted an Imagine instead of a bulletpoint hc
It was rare to have Near crawl into your lap, but you welcomed him with open arms every blue moon he did.
Today was one of those times. As soon as you sat down, leaning your head back and closing your eyes, you felt the weight of the couch shift. One leg fell to either side of your lap, his fingers tracing around your collarbones.
“I was very bored today.” He mumbled.
“Is that why I get the special treatment?”
“Hardly. I was bored because I solved thirty cold cases and finished my stack of work. It’s a celebration.”
That was something to celebrate. He would only have the night before the calls for help started to arrive once more.
Your hands met his waist, holding him on your lap with a firm hand. Near leaned in, placing a soft kiss on your forehead.
“What will you do with all this newfound free time?” A whimsical tone to your voice, you asked him the leading question. His soft hands rested against your chest as he lowered, netting your lips in an innocent connection.
“You, perhaps.” He was smooth when he wanted to be, capturing you in another sweet lip lock. Near turned focus to your bottom lip, using gentle suction to draw it in between his teeth, that ghosted over the sensitive flesh.
Near pressed himself against you, chest to chest in a warm embrace. Leaving his waist, you hair tangled in his hair. The softest breed between cotton and silk, you toyed with the locks, massaging his scalp. He hummed in agreement, gripping your shirt.
His dainty tongue teased your bottom lip, allowing him entrance he wasted no time. Deepening the kiss, one his his skilled hands cane to your chest, fingers toying with a nipple through your shirt. Coaxing a moan from you, you felt him smile into the kiss.
You followed his example, hands dropping from his hair to undo the buttons on his shirt. It took all your restraint not to rip the feeble fabric off his pale torso. Your hands roamed the expanse of his body, feeling each curve and muscle peaking through.
Near’s breathing had picked up and an ache had settled between your legs. When he broke away to take a breath, you spoke.
“We should probably take this upstairs.” You hush, peppering his neck and chest with open mouthed kisses.
I know I’m amazing what would you guys be doing without me????
Near had been honest from the start, that he struggled with touch. Not that he hated it, or didn’t want it, but that he was deprived of the most basic compassion. He insisted that he wanted to work on it; he trusted you, valued you, and most importantly, Near wanted to be touched by you.
Settling on the floor of the room dedicated to his toys, the place he felt most comfortable. You were more nervous than he, worried you may break him like a glass doll. He sensed your worry, Near offering a small smile.
“Don’t be shy, sit.” He patted the carpeted area in front of him.
You did, not able to help the awkwardness that was settling in your soul. Near looked to you, hoping you knew what you were doing.
“I can… I can start with you hair?” Odd grammar for an odder question. He nodded.
A hesitant hand lifted, taking the lock he played with between your fingers. Brushing back, you traced the curve of his ear, watching him close his eyes and sigh deeply. His soft features looked cased in wax, frozen as he felt nerve endings come alive.
“Okay?” You asked, hand falling to his neck, then to his shoulder. Your fingers enjoyed the silken fabric.
“Yes,” Near cleared his throat “, keep going. Please.”
Irresistible, as always. A second hand imitated your actions in perfect symmetry. A gentle massage of the shoulders, rubbing his biceps. You dance your fingertips along the blue veins that peak through his pale skin. Your thumb slipped along his finger tips; smooth, as if they were printless.
You turned him around, taking in how he inhaled deeply as you ran flat hands along his back. Figure eights, traced between the ridges of his spine, so warm to the touch even through his shirt.
Near leaned back, and you accommodated, letting him nestle between your legs. Your arms came around, crossing over his body, holding Near close in a tight embrace. His hands grasped at your forearms, holding you tight so you couldn’t let go.
“This is very comforting.” He mumbled, tucking his head under your chin. Near had never felt this sense of security before, something so incredibly intimate. For the first time, he was accepting the vulnerable waves, knowing he was protected within your arms.
You smile to yourself, kissing the top of his head.
Light: BDSM, extreme bondage, being referred to as Daddy, a little consensual noncon every so often, and he loves the aftercare aspect as well
L: being dominated, receiving praise, face sitting, giving oral is a HUGE turn on. Likes to feel taken care of, cherished, being held and snuggled. Food play.
Mello: whips, chains, leather, spanking, choking, gun and knife play. Rough encounters up against the wall. Rough, pseudo-violent role play. His ‘guilty’ kink is sensual, soft encounters with lots of exploration and body worship (giving and receiving).
Matt: just about anything that isn’t water sports or involve bodily functions lol Matt lives fast and loose! He likes everything and will try everything.
Near: sensual touches, whispers into his ear. Slow and soft, intimacy, eye contact, hand holding. The use of adult toys in the bedroom.
Alright, L has his boys in this, that’s how this is gonna go…..tiny Matt. Matt and Mello are 10 and Near is 8 for this.
“I can’t believe you weren’t even allowed a Christmas there” you mutter, turning to stare at the screen in front of your beloved so you didn’t end up glaring at him instead
“It’s not necessary, so Wammy’s didn’t see any need to have holidays.”
You deadpan at him “Neither is eating your weight in sweets daily, I’m surprised you were allowed any.”
The fork stopped halfway to Lawliet’s mouth. He paused for a moment trying to think of an answer, but finding none suitable just took the bite and continued to silently stare at the screen and scroll through new cases.
You rolled your eyes, you knew your first Christmas with L was his first Christmas ever, but those poor boys. No Santa, no presents, not even a decorated tree.
You weren’t opposed to making a few heads roll.
But, you had bigger things to plan.
After Watari had adopted him and then started Wammy’s orphanage, L ended up spending a lot of time there as well. And he trusted them. It was what he knew. And with how time consuming and dedicated he was to his detective work he knew he couldn’t raise two boys, so he entrusted them to be safe there, and visit when he could.
Now that he has you to help though, who the boys absolutely adore (especially since you could drop by more often, especially when bearing gifts) maybe Lawliet could care for his sons. (And Mail Jeevas, Mihael’s best friend who he refused to leave and told his father this the first time it was mentioned of him and Nate possibly coming to live with him in the future.)
He wanted them around much more than he let on. Usually his missing them was spoken alone when you’d finally get him to come to bed, or thinking out loud of wondering how they are today when he’s alone or with you.
Therefore whether you were naturally for the festivities or not, this year was not one to skimp out on. Lights were to be hung, stockings needed personalizing, and many gifts were to be wrapped.
Decorating the tree would wait until everyone was there to help.
Luckily your shopping was done, having bought L’s gifts far in advance and getting a nice supply of toys for your little Near, and impressive variety of chocolates for Mello and a stack of games for the newest console Matt had been ‘dying to have’.
You had been planning to take the presents, and a few extra for the other kids at Wammy’s, to the orphanage on Christmas eve. But when Lawliet mentioned the idea of the boys coming to live with you sooner, before the holiday hit, that was too good an offer.
L had smiled at your excitement when he proposed it, he was so happy you loved his boys as much as you do.
And although he doesn’t outwardly show it, the prospect of them being there, even though traveling for cases around the world with three small kids as well would be a small hassle, made him happier than he could recall.
Despite that though, L still didn’t understand the apparent severity of this being their first Christmas.
It was all pretty to look at, and he had greatly enjoyed his first Christmas spent with you last year. But it didn’t seem all that significant through his perspective.
But L trusted your judgement fully. And if that meant garland with lights, the smell of pine, and of course, an assortment of are those cookies homemade? Well then who is he to mind.
Mello and Near had long ago given up wishing for a picture perfect movie Christmas.
Matt was a little more wistful, sometimes daydreaming about a warm fireplace and being surrounded by a family, drinking cocoa with Mello and looking at a fancy decorated tree like the shops have, the bottom piled high by colorful presents. Sometimes when the holiday grew nearer, and the snow began to fall, he would lie in bed picturing it while Mello slept soundly across from him.
But even he knew that the idea was ridiculous.
It quickly became nothing short of depressing to see the gleeful lights and happy Santa decorations outside for the boys.
Mello would scoff to hide how sad it actually made him and Matt would try and make a halfhearted joke. Near would turn back to the toys in front of him rather, and sneak mere glances at the lights.
Nor did any of them think that it would ever change. Especially not so soon.
The boys’ rude awakening came when Matt and Mello walked back to their shared room to find most of their belongings had been carefully boxed by staff and Roger calmly handing each of them a backpack.
Matt almost dropped his Gameboy and Mello actually did drop his bar of chocolate. Then all Mello’s hell broke loose.
“Roger why are you being so pushy!” Mello’s indignant anger wasn’t giving the old man any breaks. It didn’t help that he wasn’t being told what was happening either.
“Come now boys, you mustn’t be late. You all have somewhere to be.” Roger ushered the shouting boy along to the vehicle where Near was already standing, a similar bag at his feet and a robot from L dangling in his arms.
Matt readjusted the backpack strap on his shoulder and followed closely behind Mello.
“I’m not going anywhere until you tell me what’s going on!” Mello yanked the collar of Near’s jacket, pulling him back before he entered the limo.
Roger sighed at his stubbornness, L had specifically requested that the boys not be told. But at this rate they would never get there.
“L has requested your presence.”
Mello’s expression morphed into one of surprise, his eyes widened before he clamped his mouth shut. Letting go of Near’s jacket to let him get in the limo before climbing in with Matt.
‘If only I had said that sooner’ Roger thought with an exhale of relief. ‘It would’ve saved so much trouble.’
Christmas music was playing quietly when they arrived.
The boys were dropped at the hotel L was currently residing in and told what room to go to.
Once Mello had knocked on the door, almost hesitantly from how odd this all seemed, L padded over to open the door.
“You’re all here.” the fondness in L’s tone was clear.
The three young boys looked up to see their father with a small smile, along with a startling red Santa cap perched on top of his messy hair.
Near was the first to move, going right to hug his arms around L’s waist softly, followed by an enthusiastic hug from Matt. “Dad!” he grinned and tossed the backpack off his shoulder.
Mello instead stepped inside, noting the soft and cheery music ringing through the suite first, then his eyes widened seeing the multicolor strands of lights and garland hung along the wall.
He was speechless, there was a small Christmas village set up on a coffee table near the center of the room, a plate of holiday cookies where his father must’ve been sitting at the computer just prior.
Mello was stunned with it all, until he turned to see you standing next to a fake Christmas pine tree and smiling at him.
“Merry Christmas Mihael.” you opened your arms for a hug and he rushed over to you, pressing his face hard against your ribs when you wrap him in a tight hug.
Faintly he can hear Matt saying ‘woah’ as he finally notices the decorations, and no doubt Near is wide eyed in disbelief.
L hums as his boys leave his embrace and wander further inside towards you. He grabs their backpacks before closing the door again. Turning around to see the starstruck looks on both Near and Matt, then his gaze traveling to the tight hug Mello had trapped you in.
You grinned brightly when the other two boys walked in, the awed looks telling you that your efforts definitely weren’t a waste. You patted Mello’s back gently when his grip began to loosen, now the real fun could begin.
“Do you boys think you could help me decorate the tree?” you gesture to a large stack of ornament boxes piled off to the side.
Matt excitedly starts looking through the ornaments, finding a few you were sure he’d like and Near came to help you with the ornament hooks, first hugging you softly then leaving one hand gently holding onto the hem of your sweater.
“Come on L, you should join us.” you call to the detective before he reached his chair.
“…Alright.” the corners of L’s mouth quirked up seeing the boys so enthusiastic around merely decorating a tree. He took the candy cane you had offered him and started to help Mello unbox a few ornaments.
“Would any one like some hot cocoa?” Watari rolled a small cart of steaming mugs into the room
All in all a few ornaments were broken my nudging each other to reach better and swept away, and there were far more decorations on the lower half of the tree where the boys could reach than the top, and even more just were Near had been standing next to you through the process.
The real joy came when you and L went into the bedroom to grab all the gifts to put under the tree, three sets of very interested eyes watched the pair stack colorful and glossy packages beneath the plastic branches.
“Are any of those…for us?” Near asked quietly.
Matt scooted to the edge of the couch to get a closer look “Yea, are there? Are they really presents? or just, just some more decorations?” his voice hopeful but trailing off at the last question.
The two of them were close to breaking your heart.
“Of course.” Lawliet replied simply as he finished putting out the gifts.
“Really?” even with Mello’s skeptical look he began to look hopeful at the presents.
Watari brought out another platter of decorated sugar cookies while you took a seat on the couch with them draped a blanket across the short length to reach everyone’s laps, Near set his cocoa and bell shaped cookie on the table before crawling over you to sit down.
You were sat on the small couch provided by the hotel, having moved it to set in front of the messily decorated tree, three cups of hot chocolate abandoned on the table in front of you.
Near was curled against your side and fast asleep while you petted his soft hair. Mello and Matt were squished together on the side of you underneath a blanket, Matt was snoring lightly and Mello barely able to, but determined to stay awake. Holding the now cold cup of cocoa with both hands and staring at the lit tree when it truly dawned on him, this is a Christmas.
L didn’t understand the great big purpose of all the decorating, nor the carols and feast. But seeing his boys, his family, so content with such was more than worth any price.