(A/N): I’m having so many Kurt feels today. LIKE UGH WHY MUST HE BE SO FUCKING CUTE I LITERALLY CANNOT WITH MY LIFE
Warnings: FLUFF, insecure baby Kurt
How did Kurt ever get lucky enough to end up with you? Here you were, a literally angel in his eyes; sweet, caring, wonderful, respectful, gorgeous, and all together perfect person and then…well, Kurt was Kurt. Ugly, hideous Kurt. Kurt often found himself thinking things like that. ‘You’re too ugly for someone like (Y/N), I mean look at you. You’re the embodiment of a freak.’
It was no secret that Kurt hated the way he looked but (Y/N) adored him. To his pointed teeth, all the way down to his 2 toed feet. He was absolutely gorgeous in (Y/N)’s eyes, but he never saw that. Now here he was, wallowing in his self hate while everyone else was out having a good time. Besides, why would they want to be seen with someone like him?
People would always stare at him in public, making him feel like an even bigger freak than necessary. They would always turn to each other and whisper about how strange he looked, about how he looked like some kind of devil freak. It hurt to say the least. So for the last few weeks he’d refused to go out with the rest of his friends when they offered to take him places. Instead, he’d curl up in bed and think about how hideous he was. So, he did the same thing tonight.
Everyone had gone out for an after mission celebration but Kurt had decided to stay at the mansion, as per usual. Of course everyone knew why but they didn’t want to push Kurt to come. Instead they’d give him a sad smile and say “Well, if you feel like coming out, you know where to find us.” But he never did, and probably never would.
Kurt sighs as he buries his face in his pillow, wishing to just sleep and forget he ever existed. Sleep was nearly upon him when a soft knock came from his door. Kurt perked his head up in confusion, his tail springing up in curiosity.
“Um- come in?” Kurt calls out before maneuvering to sit up. The door creaked open slightly revealing his beloved (Y/N), a small smile on their lips. Kurt’s tail swayed happily behind him and a slight smile broke it’s way onto his face.
“Hey,” (Y/N) whispers as they gently close the door behind them.
“Hey,” Kurt replied. (Y/N)’s smile faltered slightly as they began to walk towards Kurt. Kurt’s scrunched his eyebrows in confusion as (Y/N) sat beside him, instead of on his lap like they usually did.
“Kurt, I need to talk to you.” And there it was. A stone sunk to Kurt’s stomach as fear overwhelmed him. He knew for a fact that “talks” rarely ever ended well. He knew it was only a matter of time before this happened, I mean one of these days they had to have realized how unworthy he was of them. Kurt nodded as he attempted to swallow the lump forming in his throat.
“Okay, well-” (Y/N) sighed as they gently picked at their nails.
“(Y/N), it’s okay, I knew zhis vas going to happen sooner or later.” Confusion etched across (Y/N)’s face as their eyes snapped up to meet Kurt’s.
“Wait, what do you think I want to talk about Kurt?” Now it was Kurt’s turn to be confused.
“A-Aren’t you, b-breaking up-”
“NO!” (Y/N) all but yelled, causing Kurt to flinch backwards. “I mean no,” They reiterate quieter. “Of course not. Never in a million years Kurt. I just wanted to talk to you about why you’ve been hiding in your room 24/7. I miss you- we all miss you.” It felt like a huge weight had been lifted from Kurt’s shoulders, like he could finally breathe easier.
“So, you’re not breaking up vith me?” He asks hopefully.
“No baby, of course not.” (Y/N) gives him a gentle smile as they gently take his hands in theirs. “Please, you’re too good to give up.” ‘no you’re not. You don’t deserve them’. The voice in his head spoke up. ‘One of these days they’ll realize what a’- “But Kurt,” Their voice stops the tirade of negativity in his head. “Why have you been hiding?” They seemed so genuinely concerned, their eyes bore into his and their hands gave his a reassuring squeeze. Welup, here goes nothing.
“I-it’s just zhat, I don’t vant to embarrass you guys. I know how hard it is to must have to deal vith-” Kurt gestured to his body. “A-and, (Y/N), Meine Liebe, you deserve someone better zhan me.” Kurt sighed shakily as tears threatened to spill over. The room was silent, a silent that nearly scared Kurt half to death. He was honestly too scared to look at (Y/N)’s face, scared of what he might see. He was just about to say something to fill the silence when suddenly two arms wrapped around him in a bone crushing hug.
“Kurt Wagner. Don’t you ever say anything like that ever again.” (Y/N) whispered shakily. He could hear the underlying tears in (Y/N)’s voice and that thought alone was enough to break his heart. (Y/N) pulled back slightly so they were able to look Kurt in the face, their beautiful eyes were shining with tears and their bottom lip quivered ever so slightly. “You are not an embarrassment. Never think that. And you are the best goddamn thing to ever happen to me, okay?” Kurt nodded slightly, his own insecurities beginning to ebb away. “I love your blue skin and your cute pointed ears, I love your cute fanged smile and all your scars, I love your tail and the way it wags when you get happy, I love your hands and how they’re big enough to encase mine in a giant blanket of Kurt warmth, I love your cute German accent and they way you say certain words, I love every single thing about you Kurt.” (Y/N)’s voice was shaking so bad by the end of their speech it was enough to send Kurt into his own cry fest.
(Y/N) once again wrapped their arms around Kurt, pulling his body to theirs. Their lips ever so gently brushed against his forehead and their soft voice whispered more comforting things to Kurt. “Just because you don’t have boring rounded ears, or a boring skin color does not mean I love you any less. I’d love you in any form Kurt, understand?” Kurt nodded as he wiped away at his nose. “Good,” They whispered as they pressed a tender kiss to Kurt’s nose.
Kurt still wondered how we was able to end up with someone like you. A sweet, caring, wonderful person like you. It honestly baffled him, but he never again thought he wasn’t good enough for you.
It was Kurt’s worst nightmare. Literally. There (Y/N) was, laying in his arms, death nearly upon Them. Kurt was begging them to stay but nothing was getting through to them in their woozy state. Had he just gotten to them a little earlier they wouldn’t be bleeding out in his arms.
“Come on (Y/N),” He whispers as they obviously slip in and out of consciousness. “Don’t leave me. Vhat vould I do vithout you?”
“Kurt,” they rasp out as they manage to gently cup his cheek. “It’s okay sweetie, I’ll be okay.” But both of
Them knew that was a lie. Tears cascaded down both of their cheeks, but neither of them cared. It was only moments later that Kurt realized (Y/N)’s tears had stopped. And so had their breathing. Hurt welled within him and threatened to eat him alive. No. He couldn’t live without (Y/N) He couldn’t lose his angel. More tears fell from his eyes and just as he was about to scream in fury and pain he jolted awake.
Sweat clung to his skin and his heart was beating erratically. Without any hesitation he bamfed out of his room and into (Y/N)’s. Sure, he felt a little bad for waking them up at such an hour but he needed reassurance more than anything.
"(Y/N), Meine Liebe,“ he whispers as he places his hand gently on their shoulder. The small action was enough to rouse them from their sleep.
“Hey Kurt,” they mumble sleepily as they rub at their eyes. “What’s up?” Kurt attempted to swallow the lump in his throat but to no avail. Just seeing them was enough to bring tears back to his eyes.
“I just had a nightmare,” he mumbles.
“Oh,” they nod in understanding. “C’mere.” They open your arms wide, inviting him into their comforting embrace. Kurt immediately crawls into their arms, a sense of comfort already washing over him. He nuzzles into their neck, a quiet purr escaping his lips. “Wanna talk about it?” They whisper as they gently run their fingers up and down his spine. Kurt immediately shakes his head as a small whimper falls from his lips. “Okay, thats okay,” they calm him as they press a gentle kiss to his temple. A comfortable Silence falls over the two, both of them just enjoying the feeling of each other.
”(Y/N),“ Kurt whispers. (Y/N) merely hums as they continue to stroke up and down his back. “I-I had a dream, y-you died.” Kurt swallows down some of his tears as he nuzzles even closer to (Y/N). “A-and I couldn’t save you. Y-you died in my arms a-and” Kurt stops short when (Y/N) presses a sweet kiss to his lips.
"It was just a nightmare Kurt, I’m still here with you.“ Kurt nods before going back to nuzzling into (Y/N)’s neck.
"I’m sorry I woke you up,” Kurt mumbles as he presses a small kiss to (Y/N)’s neck.
“It’s okay,” (Y/N) yawns. “Anything for you Kurt.” And Kurt could sleep well, knowing his (Y/N) was alive and well, sleeping right underneath him.
You and Kurt had decided to take a walk through New York, arms linked as the two of you looked around. Of course the two of you got some confused stares, as even in New York, it’s pretty unusual to see a blue man with a demon tail walking around.
However, as you watched one such confused citizen pass by, movement by Kurt’s tail caught your eye. You looked. “Uh, Kurt?” you said, stopping which in turn stopped him.
“What?” Kurt asked, looking at you.
“We got a shadow,” you said. You would’ve said ‘tail’, but Kurt already has one of those. You bent over to pick up the kitten that had been playfully batting at Kurt’s tail.
“Aww, it’s cute!” Kurt cooed, petting the kitten’s head. “Think it’s somebody’s?”
“Maybe. We can put up posters, but the little one’s ours if we don’t get any responses.
Kurt laughed. “Okay,” he conceded.
A trip to a pet store later, and you and Kurt brought the little kitten to Kurt’s room in the mansion. Kurt sat on the floor while you opened up the toys you had gotten.
“Here you go,” you said, tossing the fake mice on the floor. The kitten seemed interested in them briefly, but as soon as Kurt flicked his tail, the kitten tried to pounce on it.
“Apparently your tail is the best cat toy,” you commented, amused.
“Apparently. Unfortunately it’s not scratch-proof,” Kurt commented, flicking his tail a few more times, always keeping it out of the kitten’s reach.
“Come here. Let’s not draw blood on your favorite cat toy,” you said, gently picking the kitten up.
“Are you sure you’ll be able to give her up should she have a real owner?” Kurt asked.
“No,” you replied simply. “Especially since I’ve decided on calling her Snowball until I think of something better and less cliché.”
“How about Weiss?” Kurt suggested.
“Oh, I like it. What does it mean? I’m assuming it’s German,” you asked.
Kurt nodded. “It’s German for ‘white’,” he replied.
“Well, that’s even more to-the-point than snowball, but I still like it,” you said. “Weiss the kitten.” You gave her a kiss on the head.
Summary: You plan a party for you and Kurt’s anniversary as a surprise and get help from Raven
You were placing a banner on one of the staircases in the library while balancing on a chair. You felt the chair tip as you begin to wobble until a flash of silver zoomed by and balanced it back for you. You look down to see Peter giving you a thumbs up and speeds away.
You were setting up a party for your boyfriend Kurt. What kind of party? It was your’s and Kurt’s one year anniversary! So what could have been a better idea than a party? Plus you thought Kurt deserved it, he was the most precious person in your life and you wanted to see his face light up when he sees the place. The one thing about it is that had to be a secret, since it was a surprise party.
Jean and Jubilee were in the library with you helping you decorate. Peter and Scott were in charge of bringing in supplies and Ororo was given the job of distracting Kurt. It was a difficult job since all Kurt wanted to do was see you on your anniversary. He almost teleported into the library to find you.
“(Y/n), I got some good news and bad news”, Ororo said dashing through the doors. You get off the chair and walk towards her to hear her out.
“Good news is Hank called in Kurt to do check ups on him some he’ll be occupied for a while, but he said when he’s done he going to look for you and nothing is going to stop him”, Ororo explained. You looked down bitting your knuckles trying to figure out what to do. You couldn’t leave to occupy him, you were in charge of the whole party.
“Whoa what’s going on in here?”, you turn to see Raven in the doorway looking around the room filled with decorations. Seeing Raven made you come up with a brilliant idea.
“Hey Raven, it’s just a little surprise party for Kurt, today is our one year anniversary”, you said gesturing to everything.
“Aww congrats on you guys, but are you even allowed to use the library for this?”,
“Yes, I made sure to ask the professor first”, you said as Raven was looking around for a book. You eyed her for a few seconds before you asked her a few questions.
“Hey, Raven, do you think you can morph into me?”, you asked tilting your head a little. She furrowed her eyebrows and said “Uh, yea”, with a bit of hesitation. She immediately change her appearance to yours. You amazed by her transformation. She even had the same strands of hair that were in your face. You leaned back observing her a little. “Wow… Is my nose really that big?”, you said jokingly. Raven laughed a little letting you know your nose is fine.
“Okay, now I have a request. Do you think you can pretend to be me and occupy Kurt? Please?”, you asked, cupping your hands together getting ready if begging was needed. Raven’s eyes widen hearing your request.
“Um, wait, what?”, she asked trying to grasped what you were saying.
“Kurt is trying to find me but I need to keep Kurt away from me while I finish setting up for the party”, you explained, “Just please pretend to be me for about an hour so he’d distracted, I’ll have Jean send you a message when we’re done”. Raven thinking about since it’d be awkward to pretend to be her son’s girlfriend, but she couldn’t tell you that. No one other than Charles and Hank knew about it. But she completely gave in from the puppy eyes you were giving her.
“Fine, but you owe me”, she said in a huff. You jumped and hugged her saying a million ‘thank you’s’. You gestured Ororo to take Raven to Kurt and waved them goodbye.
Raven and Ororo were already outside of Hank’s lab to see if Kurt was still there. Raven was a little anxious about doing this. As they were about to open the door, someone on the other side had pulled the door open. It had been revealed to be Kurt and a smile has been brought up on his face when he saw you- well actually Raven. “(Y/n)!”, he screeched excitedly as he snatched up Raven into an embrace since he has not seen you all day.
Kurt leaned in with eyes closed and Raven immediately panicked. She quickly backed up avoiding his lips. Kurt looked at her with sorrow eyes wondering why his lovely girlfriend backed away from his kiss. Raven fidgeted with her fingers trying to come up with something, then Ororo had blurted out, “She’s sick!”. Both Kurt and Raven looked at her as she tried to further explain. “Y-yes! she’s sick, and you know she doesn’t want to get you sick either”, she said her voice cracking a little as she raised her shoulders. Kurt took a second but bought it giving Raven a sigh of relief.
“Alright, thank you Ororo, for bringing me my love~, we have plans to attend to”, Kurt said grabbing Raven’s hand and leaving as soon as he can.”Wait-where are we going?”, Raven asked being dragged off as Kurt was too excited to take her to his destination. “You’ll see liebe”, he said in a teasing tone as his thumb was brushing over her hand several times. Raven felt the pit of her stomach upset feeling like the plan wouldn’t work for so long. How long could she go pretending to be you?
They both step outside of the mansion to the huge backyard where several of the students were at the moment. Throughout their entire walk, Raven had been observing Kurt’s subtle, small actions. He occasionally squeezed her hand for comfort especially when he had a concerned look on his face. Also during their walk she could tell he was staring at her because he would sometimes trip over nothing or bump into something that was clearly there.
Eventually they both stop at a huge tree where no one was really nearby. Kurt turns towards Raven and grabs both of her hands into his own palms.
“I have been waiting all day to do this, mein schatz”, he said in the purest voice with his thick accent. He leads her with one hand to the other side of the tree. There was a picnic already set up. The blanket was covered in roses petals and there were sweet smelling candles surrounding the area. Even though the date was not set up for her, Raven was speechless. No one of her past relationships had done this for her, but her son sure knew what he was doing. Kurt again cupped Raven’s hands and looked deep in her eyes.”Happy Anniversary, prinzessin”, he whispered and placed a light kiss on her forehead
Kurt lead her down with him to sit and get some stuff out of the basket. Kurt looked at her with a sly grin and began taking something out. “Don’t look”, he said and she immediately closed her eyes. Seconds later, Raven felt something light on her head. She opened her eyes and grabbed what was placed on her. At first it looked like a bunch of leaves and stems mushed together, but took a closer look. It was actually a crown made of flowers nearby the meadows. Raven looked at it and felt completely overwhelmed. All she could wish was that you could see this for yourself. She looked up at Kurt with wide eyes and speechless. Kurt looked up at her with a nervous smile and blush crept up on his cheeks. “Do you like it?” his voice was a little shaky.
Just when Raven was about to say something a voice was ringing in her head. It was Jean messaging her to bring Kurt over. Raven placed the crown down next to her and got up. She grabbed Kurt’s hand and began taking him back to the mansion.
“(Y/n)! Where are we going?”,the poor boy questioned as he was tripping over his own two feet with the pace Raven was going. She didn’t answer him, she just kept going with a serious yet determined look on her face. “Wait- (y/n), what about the picnic?”. Raven stopped in front of the door of the library. Where the real (y/n) is. She turns to look at Kurt and lets go of his hands.
“I’m sure (y/n) will love it”, her voice going quiet. Kurt furrows his eyebrows wondering why would you say that? Raven opens the door and a bright light was released from the room as everyone in there shouted “SURPRISE!!”
Kurt looked around the room astonished. It was party set up for him. He had never felt so grateful. He looked up at one of the banners reading Happy Anniversary Kurt & (Y/n). He looked over to who he thought was you to see Raven transform back to herself. He realized why you acted so strange today and looked around for you.
As if on queue, you rush into his arms almost tackling him to the ground. You grab his face and pepper kisses all over him as he laughs at how affectionate you were. When you were done, Kurt kept his hands around you stroking his hand through your hair.
“Happy Anniversary, handsome~”
“Did you do this?”, he smirked at you obviously knowing the answer. All you did was smile widely and covered your face into Kurt’s chest hearing a muffled ‘yes’. He laughed again and rubbed his face into your hair in-taking your scent.
You look up and see Raven in the doorway again and run up to hug her. “Thank you so much”, you tightly squeezed her. “No problem it was really nothing”, she started after you let her go. “You’re a lucky girl, just wait and see”. You raised an eyebrow and wondered what you missed out.
Raven looked around to see where Kurt was and spotted him when he gave an awkward wave. She called him over to you guys and went by your ear and said “And don’t worry there’s only one thing you owe me”. You looked at he waiting for her to finish her statement. “Just keep him happy, okay”. You just nod your head and started smiling. Kurt grabbed you hand and kissed it as he took you off to go enjoy the party.
You relaxed yourself against Kurt’s chest, watching the television screen across the dimly lit room. His arms were around you, his chin resting on your head.
Kurt loved cuddling. It was almost his favorite pastime. He just loved being so close to you, being able to hold you. Although Kurt wasn’t exactly the relationship expert, he was really great at cuddles. It didn’t really matter what else was going on in the room, he would always focus on you.
When the movie ended, you looked up to Kurt with a smile. He took in every detail of your face in a matter of seconds, then pressed his lips to yours gently. He couldn’t resist. The kiss slowly became more arousing, but it never lost its passion. He had too much wrapped inside his love for you to lose it.
“I love you,” Kurt said, breaking the extended amount of comfortable silence. The two of you never needed a lot of conversation. It took you only seconds to process the words. Every word hit you in its own way.
“I love you, too.” You smiled, connecting your lips to Kurt’s once more.
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